Uploads have been getting weak for me. This is recently now I’m starting to realize more and more that I’ve been feeling depressed and anxious and that I’ve been running out of time. This may feel like I’m saying nonsense, but I haven’t felt like I’ve been getting anywhere in life. I recently have thought of getting back to making videos the week after I got into Disney Lorcana, but my lack of motivation said otherwise. I thought that there would be no way for me to get anywhere in life as I really haven’t seen anything much better to do.
This is why I finally decided to take a look into therapy. It’ll be something I can take part in as I want to be a lot more active. Be able to talk to people once again. It’s one of the things I need is social interaction with other people NOT online, but IRL discussions. I need to take as much time as possible to further get my life back together, and hopefully have a better life than what I’m going through right now.
Considering me going into therapy, video uploads may be random or not as frequent. I want to take the time to get my life back together. I know this might be short, but I really can’t express enough without fully exposing myself.
